I know. It’s been a long time. I’ve been depressed. Low vitamin D depressed? New work/pay-style/environment depressed? SAD? Out-of-control blood sugar depressed? There’s a bunch of possible sources and ultimately it doesn’t matter. It’s *not* low-thyroid depressed, that much I know. It’s late enough in the season that if it’s SAD and I wanted to try medication it wouldn’t be effective til the season is over anyways, so we’ll hold that thought til next fall.
I’m doing my best. Trying to keep busy, distracted, and spend more time with Ken (strange, since he’s never far, but more time *with* Ken, y’know?). We’ve rearranged the living room so “my chair” is next to the most window-y area. Ken is being very supportive and more aware of how I’m feeling and making sure he does everything he can to help.
Tonight Sharon is staying the night and Ken and I are driving up to Burlington to see Professor Kubinek and the Vermont Youth Orchestra. There’s a little video at the bottom if you’d like to see what it’s about. It looks pretty entertaining, and should be a good laugh. We’re also going to have dinner and stay the night at a B&B. I’m looking forward to it.